a kind massge to Y R.. pls try nt to read e pri 1 part.. it will hurt u...
Saturday, 14 July 2007

i was riding a train when i saw this married couple walked in with a four year old kid holding e father's hand n a less than one year old baby sleeping in e pram tat was being push by the mother... this is e sort of picture tat warms one heart but only to let a "few" things conquered my mind on this short yet long train ride. theses things tat came onto my mind are kinda wat some or i should say large amount of people should had faced...
when u are a new born, new to this world, n if u r lucky, u r seeing yr father's face who decided to stay while yr mother's giving birth to u, n nt e doctor who with his/her face mask on looks like a terrorist... n most likely u will be adored by e family(father, mother n watever siblings tat was born before u) when they see tat cute little face tat is no more bigger than yr father's fist, n if u r lucky, they will pickup a "pls watch only" warning. if u r unlucky... well... pinches for u on both yr cheeks form yr loving family... pls note tat these current new born parts happens to those whose 1. family is nt quarrelling over yr recent dead grandfather's assets n u happen to have a part of it 2. yr mother is nt a young teen who was cheated n then have u because a) she wan u b)it's too late to remove u... 3. same as second but only this time yr father decided to take responsibility 4. yr family is poor enough as it is n already have a few mouths to feed only for u to pop over n say feed me for e next 2o years or so pls..

i then continued to think abt 4 years old to 7 years old... ah!!! juz right at e part where e child goes to kindergarten. this will be e average storyline: u get into a neighbourhood kindergarten where u make a handful of friends tat r as clueless as u, give e teacher a real bad day when u start crying as u see yr parents or whoever bring u to there walks away n starts to cry even louder when a unknown teacher comes towards u to hush u down... those who remember they didn't cry? GD FOR U!!! u r either a) e next cool guy/gal which will have e whole opposite sex fall in love with u or b) u r a emotionless freak who have a great deal of chance to becoming e nxt Saddam!!! there is always c).. which is kinda bad for me to put down but wat e hack!! so here's c)u r juz a clueless retard tat didn't remember yr parents face n thought tat everyone is yr parent... tat all will be followed by home time!! where most child will be send to his grand parents place or if u r lucky, yr own place ( because yr mother/father nt working).. made to sleep though a whole part of e afternoon, wake up with nth to do but to watch a 10x rerun of e "newest" sponge bob square pants, get scolding for nt willing to eat yr dinner.. repeat e previous steps to think of e majority of e next 2 years... sometime when u r lucky, u will get to visit others houses like yr aunts' or go to shopping mall thxs to yr aunt again or yr cousin who wanted to go out with his gf n was forced to bring u along. these will most likely happen only if u 1) did nt become e nxt of tat Malaysia 4 year old kid 2)u r a orphan (happens to e first born part as well) 3) did nt have a sickly body so sick tat u have to stay in e hospital/ yr bed forever in which if u step one tiny step out u will die of heart attack 4)u r a home school kid who have a first rate tutor tat teach u things tat primary kid will have problems with 5)(for e after school part) u r a genius tat have created yr own psp with hundreds of games by taking down those spoiled electrical stuff tat yr grandparent deem too gd to throw...
primary 1.. which is 7 years old.. e year of judgement on who is better (if u have siblings again), who is to be loved most, how u will be treated.. i will skip on e intro to primary one since it's mostly repeat of e kindergarten part only this time u r either 1) e bully 2) e nerd or weak kid who is bullied 3) e (i don't noe anything!!!) kid... the 7th year of yr live is also e part where yr face is starting to form wat will be of yr future face so also e part where u would be decided on if u r ugly of handsome... ugly then pray tat yr parents will love u for e inside.. handsome.. gd for u lor.. yr end of e year marks will decide who will most likely be favoured most.. no need for me to comment on this.. treated? will... if both happens to be bad.. then gd luck my friend... most likely u will be in for a bad ride all e way...
once i think to this part i reached my stop... but i didn't stop think abt it though.. well.. continue next time.. gonna sleep.. b

~(10:00)