It feels like I'm slowly dieing up inside.. Seeing things happens to people around me at a alarming rate and yet i stand there... looking like a complete idiot, not doing anything, looking as though i'm not caring abt it...

I juz can't feel anything at all.. she's being to hospital for the fourth time since the start of feb till now.. abt every time she got send in i juz stood there feeling just so normally..

This kinda feeling.. it feels like I'm not living any longer.. it makes me feels like a living corpse.. Maybe i had became one.. where the laughter and smiles are fake and the sadness and tears don't come.. Gone.. Just like that..
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