Tuesday, 26 May 2009
I know I'm in no position to say this.. Every people have problems, big or small, they would still be troubled with it.. That applies to family.. in fact that applies greatly towards family. You said your family is fucked up, you say you feel like you don't belong there.. Seeing how your family works.. sometime i truly think you are really sad case.
However you aren't the worse. There's worse cases around Singapore and from my own background i got a truly fucked up father and a truly 50% nut case relatives from my father side. I know people whose family are nearly broken up and they are still trying to build it back.. Look into your background and see the reason to why they treat you that way.. They might had treated you like that from the beginning BUT did you try to make them change theirs ways? You tried to use the big over small method over two boys when you are one girl? somemore you are the youngest? hello? even if you are the oldest you must also think who the hack will treat someone that treats them recklessly like a sister??
I believe that in every family problems, big or small, the impact it causes is all the same.. you might think that other's problem is small compares to yours well vice versa to you as well.. Adapt to your situation.. Improvise it.. Make the best out of a lousy situation.. your case can still be solved.. A few of my friends are so deep in that it's taking years to get back on.. change your attitude.. If you see this and feel like whacking me, i will be at your house this sat you can whack all you like..
~(11:54)