Sunday, 31 May 2009
i'm back to be like myself at secondary school days.. where everyday i torture myself mentally.. haiz.. something that most likely ends up negative should be abandon... but i just can't do it.. i'm not that cool to forgo my feelings.. feels like i'm slowly eating my heart out.. zzz.. oh well.. enough of emo blogging let's go on to today's Joshua life haha..
woke up at abt 7 to do somethings.. causing me to be late for meeting naz and guo wei at the library.. felt abit.. sian.. not because of studying but because well.. nvm.. meet them up and study..although i woke up feeling great, my mood totally sucks as i make the journey to the library.. don't feel like doing anything at all.. reach there.. tried to study.. failed.. sit there and stare.. making myself looks like a idiot.. well.. i'm one since i'm the one to call for the study meeting yet i'm stoning there because i have a lousy mood..
went off later.. had lunch at nebo with guo wei and naz.. mood got worst when i found out i lost my passion card.. total crap. tried thinking positive.. hey! at least you only lost your passion card!! i mean I forgot my whole bloody wallet yesterday after the taewando training and after one hour when i rushed back it's still there!! With everything inside!!! thank god there's good people out there. Still the mood remains lousy but i managed to have some fun chatting we guo wei and Naz.
Watched Terminator Salvation the movie after eating. i think that movie is great.. however i didn't enjoy watching it much due to myself again.. going to download it and watch it again some other time. Asked Naz and Guo Wei to come over and study after the show since the library is most likely crowed.. Reached my house at abt 7 and they goes off at abt 9. Thxs Naz and Guo Wei to actually take time off haha.. somemore have to see the person who organize it not studying.. must had feel like punching me ei?
Made this statement to them.. I will wear only white shirt for the next next week.. which is 8 to 12 of april.. last day which is friday i will wear formal.. lol.. shall see how.. organization 13 cloak coming up soon..
~(06:48)
