Monday, 1 June 2009

ok.. late late post.. got woken up by my own cough and currently just cannot get back to slp so blogging it is ^^. Well.. Got tired of my plain old wallpaper of a blog, i uploaded a blogskin from some website i not sure of the name.. Then spend two hours figuring out the things to fix for it.. Currently done but if you find any problems in there do tell me k? thxs. Let's go onto the monday things :

Woke up at the morning to hear those noises i had been hearing for the past few weeks.. Somehow it managed to creep into me and i recklessly shouted out like a mad man.. Shocked everyone but with that feeling still inside, i have to stay behind and do some things before going off for sch.. Recieved a call from Naz saying that i'm bloody late le.. Sian.. Rushed out with a bloody black face like a ah long then board a cab.

inside the cab the taxi uncle was listening to radio which said that the most moody job a person can have is a taxi driver while the most uplifting is a accountant o.O.. he started laughing and tried to get me into a conversation with him.. He turned back and saw me with that black "i will kill" face then turned back and kept quiet for the rest of the trip.. guess it's idiots like me that makes their job hard ><.. sorry sia uncle.. reached the sch.. check the tab which is $5.65.. Gave him $7 then just got off and rushed off without saying anything.. lol... he must be thinking siao kid! i owe you a living isit? lol. Reached the Cp lab.. sit down and read through the paper.. Relatively easy enough.. just that i forgot to bring a pen.. made my mood worst.. lucky i sit at the front row so no one can see that charcoal face.. borrowed a pen from Ben. Thxs man! write down all the answer then rush out of the lab with the same face.. Kinda wanted to just rush off like that but decided that it's bad for everyone to see who i was.. head back and tried chatting... Went off to have chicken rice with junhong, paul and ming yang.. Shari only had a drink. then went off to maths class.. quite easy to understand without problems.. come lunch time.. the full force of it is finally here and i emo-ed for the whole 4 or 5 hours! even after the break when class start i was still emoing.. Wrote down emo massages which when i reached home and re-read it makes me feel like slapping myself and i did that.. went off to organic chem. Was doing tutorial when i suddenly feels like vomiting and my head was spinning.. Controlled those emotions as i rush through the tutorial. Went off to chess club later as i control those sick feeling.. felt better as i sit down and played C. Chess with guo wei.. Record of the day.. Lost one Win one.. Not bad for me.. Gone home later on.. Mother is back with her medical report.. Read through it and found that she's as healthy as a 20 or 30 years old. Felt so darn relive lah!!! She was "singing" to someone on the phone as it appears that my maid had mistreated my sis.. Mother said there's a slap sign behind my sis back.. Although kinda frustrated and was going to have a good talk with that maid.. I dropped down to the bed and just sleep on.. Woke up two hours later to find my lungs burning.. Too hard a cough i guess.. Tmr meeting Naz for gyming and JH(lim) for swimming. Going to the doc before that.. hope i can go to sch without problems.. although tmr kinda useless><.. JH.. your last piece of advice is something i being trying.. it's just that.. well.. you know it as well lah.. Giving up is always hard.. somemore when she doesn't even noe makes it all the worse.. haiz..

~(10:38)