Tuesday, 28 July 2009
AH! The dead blog is coming alive for a t least this few days with a new post!! are you happy readers?? ^^ However.. Warning first, for those people who strongly belives that no matter what your parents do wrong, they are still your parents and you shouldn't scold them. Well. This is not a post you should see.
Seriously though this week i realised a few of the things that I've been changing in my brain since the April "honeymoon" period of poly life. My goals and wishes had been forced to be pushed aside since god had given me a responsibility since young which I will have to completed so that my family wouldn't have to suffer the lingering effect of my father's departing "gift".
Wishful thinking like going to university, having a dream job is all out of the window, getting out of poly with a good enough GPA to show that I've learned something is all that I shall aim for now. Although my father, amazingly, was a planner in life and had given me a university insurance policy which will pay 3 whole years of university fees! wow! He's not useless after all!!
However.. Seeing stress being build up on to my mother... A working life is most likely gotta come first as I struggle through payments in private U.
~(09:08)
