Thursday, 9 July 2009
omg!!!! i confirm fucked up my papers le lah!!! knn !! next up is physic paper which i have 0 confidences in!! my lousiest subject put last day humm.. maybe it's a sign from god to start studying instead of just sitting at the table and stare! XD
since the passing of these few weeks, I've been able to somewhat see what the new "me" is like. this week alone was spend on studying, studying and more studying which kinda interrupted my plans but still I've been able to stabilize my new persona which i had struggled to cope with at the beginning. Things like suddenly emo-ing or sudden mood swing should be gone by now hopefully.
haiz.. the emo days in secondary school still hunts me today. Shari said i got the aura of a emo?? omg!! i seriously think I've changed alot since the ITE days where i consider myself as a semi-emo!! if it's looks then in due time it will change if it's my comments on certain things then it shows I haven't change enough yet and if it's the blog skin... lol.. ashamed of saying it out but I'm a big noob in blogskin. this blogskin was the nicest and easiest to set in so i chosen this for the time being! haha!! so give me some time which is about one month or so and you will see a blog skin!!! +)
it has now come to a point where seeing makes me feels happy and saying anything makes me feels like the luckiest guy in the world. JH said before that this wouldn't work and i agreed but i somehow just couldn't end it. think i just kinda sucks at those kinda things..
umn.. to another person. not sure if you are still seeing my blog but if you are being serious and not pulling my leg... i'm seriously sorry i made that relationship seems this way. apology is nothing i know but it's the only thing i can offer.
~(06:02)
