Wednesday, 18 November 2009

finally over. haha being dragging on for so darn long that have caused all party involved so drain and tired. I personally asked for it I guess. Seeing how it's becoming more and more tiring and worst still.. it's making me feel like shit day and night, everywhere i go i feel like shit and worst.

Now it's just purely about getting it over! My life is meant to be filled with friends!! wahaha! Seeing how things have being processing.. I'm just so darn dumb. It was so clear at the beginning that it's just not going to work and yet I'm pushing it further and further. IT WAS SO CRYSTAL CLEAR LAH!!! basket!!! seriously Derek was right man.. I'm dumb and naive to think it was get going to work out so how? zzz..

Few friends have to advising me about this and yet i'm a big enough block head to have ignored and just though with my life. I guess all party in this have being so tired and weak by now. I apologize to have only asked for the obvious now though. Hoping that you all seeing I'm a blockhead in obvious thinking.. I hope you all can find it in your heart to forgive this ridiculous event which is all due to my fault. Signing out for awhile. Josh

~(20:48)