Friday, 20 November 2009
My fav past time have finally came.. The time where activities and work are so packed up together that I will not have a time to myself is always something I've enjoyed over the past few years. They always managed to keep my mind off things and force that bit of emo-look in me into a smile.
However.. for a few reasons.. this period of time will be hell on me... No matter how busy I am taking photos for clients or how much I've got to do in terms of school work/after school CCas or plain fun going out with friends.. My enjoyment have been slowly flowing out...
All I feel now is pure fatigue.. I need a break.. A long one.. One which have no limits and no family.. No friends, no world, no work, no study No nothing! Just plain me and a floor of anything.. Anything which i can lay back on, with me looking up onto whichever roof/ sky above me. Having nothing on my mind just relaxing..
Maybe it's time for me to cut back the schedules and fit in some time to just run away to the beach.. Sitting there.. Staring into the endless sea.. That is but a wishful thinking though..
I've cursed myself with overflowing emotions which is hunting me none stop.. All I can do now is to lay down and pray.. Pray that a miracle would come.. And take it all away..
~(08:50)
