Saturday, 21 November 2009

Went out today with Naz, Guo wei and Zhi kai.. wanted to go to the anime convention but it's freaking packed lah!! Need to buy tickets some more!!! zzz.. Gt so sian that we just went off to watch a movie.. Saw afew of my ex-SYOG's co-worker though haha!! Didn't say hi since they are so busy into their work ><..

We then went off to catch 2012 at marina square where zhi kai's slipper finally gave way!! wahhaha!!! he had to walk with one bare foot for sometime even after the movie until we go back to suntec's carrefour to buy a new slipper for him..

2012.. Been thinking of that show alot.. One reason is due to curiosity of the Mayan history and the end of time. I've been doing so much research into the Mayans history since the day Ben(Yckss) post:"21 Dec 2012! The end of the world!" as his nick for msn.. Main reason is due to the fact that I'm born at 21 Dec while the other is due to my name as Joshua.. Look into it if you dun understand!! haha!!

The Mayans are such highly developed civilisation that theirs over-development are the main cause of their death. Their symbol of a serpent over a cross had been scientifically proven as the standard DNA structure and it's used world-wide as the symbol for ambulance! The country that started using it? USA!! They had been so involved in mysteries of the world together with the pyramid which adds up so much things! The structure of the pyramid for one, adds up to form the perfect mathematics icon, PIE, or 3.142*****. Sorry I'm lazy to check and write down the correct figure! But think!! Using that icon and certain numbers in the Mayans world will cause you to get the world's correct length and diameter! Think!! A civilisation so far from our time actually managed to get such a figure? It's just weird to think of it..

Anyway, after the movie I met Ben before we go off to Tuft city for Biwen's bday steamboat celebration. Felt bad for being late but.. aiya! Talk to Ben and found out more about him as I managed to get some quiet time to myself which caused me to think too much yet again.. Every min I'm thinking of it and every min I will get emotional..

Before reaching home, I took a walk down Bishan park alone as I stare at the stars looking for solutions and peace.. I wonder.. What would it be like if my life is missing that piece of zig-saw puzzle which is causing me so much emotions? I know for sure I don't wish to live in that world but yet.. Everyday.. Every min.. It causes me to feel like shit.. lol..

Enough emo-ing for today.. Gotta go to bed.. although sleeping or not will be a question.. God.. I ask you humbly today.. Please help me get my emotion in place as I slowly mature on as a human.

~(08:41)