LOVING IT!!!
Saturday 25 April 2009

Was thinking if i should finish up my "story" from the part one and part two.. Decided. NO!!! decided to postpone it till next time.. or more favourable to me.. completely buried into the depth of my brain!!!



First week of poly is finally over.. tons of information are filing my head up real fast.. something i haven't felt since the secondary days.. turned emo at Thursday and Friday when i was walking the way back home.. felt demoralised that i have already forgotten what i consider the basic of maths and physics..



Thought about going back to secondary school beg teacher to teach me ><>

Felt like a bastard for awhile during the morning of sat.. Thinking that i should have told him.. Then that bastard forgotten to wake up making me go all the way to his house.. the bastard feeling, gone!


The current poly wasn't that new to me since i daydream about it before.. It wasn't a big shock for me but a big surprise.. Maybe it's my classmates whose are all damn nice and cool or maybe it's a level i had never been in before but this class of mine are darn awesome!!! Studying with them makes me feel like pushing myself forward then sinking away when problems came up.


Just for the record.. this post is typed while i'm at Andrew's house.. which is right after two hours of studies.. my mind wondered off and i couldn't get it back lol. well.. he did teach me a few stuff but it appears that what ever he learn is 90% different from what i learn.. zzz.. the main thing he can teach is the physical chemistry..
Well gotta run.. He decided to teach me abit of Inorganic Chemistry. B

~(05:16)


Part one of a very very very long post!!!
Thursday 23 April 2009

Ahhh!!! I'm back WOO!!!! Was in a emo state for a long time.. didn't show to other people by trying to act happy and being really crap in making jokes. Tried my best to be funny and cold jokes came flooding in like bombs in WW2. Finally got back to myself only to turned freaking lazy.

Stay at home sleep like a died pig without even moving.. out of the whole 24 hours, 18 hours was for sleep and 6 was used to either entertaining people whom i treasure as a friend/family etc. etc. or in a form of getting up to eat my one meal per day for that period of time and checking news.

Finally a sub course for poly started without me being prepared.. Was in a state of self deny, held evil thoughts and was bloody lazy as well.. wasn't ready to meet new people in a state which i think is my personal worst.

Thoughout that sub course which was physics, i was emoing away.. Totally not ready to meet new people lah.. letting them see a negative side of me was something i'm not prepared to do.. the effect will just be like year one ITE ><.. damn those days where my mind just floats into the sky and evil thoughts just flows in ><..

sub course ended with me running away after two days with two remaining. Didn't speak a word to anybody in that two days and just purely acted either lifeless or emotionless.. whichever deemed best. Maybe it's the long holiday of 5 months which is acting up on me, but being a rather active person going out almost everyday with different friends, lack of interaction isn't a reason i can use...

Luckily during the same weekend god saved my soul.. I got a invitation from a friend i bonded very well in a BBQ event to a church event at Easter Sunday.

In that Sunday which happens to be the earliest i woke up in like... 6 months? I dragged my body and mind unwillingly towards Puggol where to church is at. Reaching there only to find out that all the people i knew was performing that day and wasn't free to meet and bring me around the church. Walked around the church like a lost devil, getting angrier by the second as time goes by, then a member of the church noticed me and warming welcomed me into the church and at the same time brought me to where to seats are available(all seats at the lower level are taken, only the upper level ones are available which only members of the church knows).

The event which lasted 3 hours moved me, the atmosphere of that church was unbelievable and the things they said was really moving. People from Vietnam who had to hid every sunday when the hold the church because of their government sharing their personal stories makes me feel how free our country is and yet we still ask for more. Meeting up my friend Ting Yu who was the one who invited me after the service and meet up some more people in that church. Talking to them improved my mood greatly and mainly thanks to that, I was more then ready to go to my orientation on the following week tues and wed.

~(06:37)


Part two of a bloody long post!!!

Orientation day 1!!! WOOT!!! Reached the school on time onli to see two people standing in the line.. one is my current classmate the other was nearly the first person I talked to.. Was too shy to start any conversation ><... lol... ray shut up.. no need your comment on this. Went to the register counter to register my name and find out which class am I then moved towards the auditorium based at the TOA ( Theaters of the Arts).



Reach there to find myself possibly one of the latest person to arrive. Sat down and stare at the screen, A replay of slide show with music that continues to replay itself after every 16 mins which is the slide show duration. Stayed awake thoughtout the whole welcome talk and show, which is alot better then the monotoned talker at ITE orientation... zzz... Made 75% of the year ones sleep for 2 hours.. zzz... Was then ushered into our proper class.



Met my classmate for the first time although sill keeping slient.. feeling darn shy.. lol.. finally speak when a precision engineering dude came speaking to me LOL!!! I seriously have no idea who that person was and yet he seems to know me quite well!!! shock sia.. i thought i was famous acting like a idiot in my course only!!



Played a game in the first day although i believe that game help alot in my class bonding so quickly, i still think it's lame. Then had a tiny amazing race in the school.. walking from one end of the school to the other end. We were kinda spilted into two groups, the front runners and the back watchers.. lol.. I, surprisingly to myself, was one of the front ones.. lol.. lead by our "leader" whom we sabo since he was the outspoken one lol.. After that we had to do a cheer for our course.. Everyone kept quiet for like.. 5 mins?.. then finally two brave dude finally get the cheer up.. Get the orientation package then run off to taewando..

Don't remember what actually happen at taewando other then me and vic having muscle and joint pains due to our running the day before. went home kinda early then prepare for day two. Was kinda pissed off at first since only the nanotechs and biomec was called to stay for a extended period from 1300 to 1800. Had lunch at NYP's mac then moved off to LTQ-4 where games where held just for us. After I played the games and gone through the lucky draw, I was really thankful to the seniors who organized it just for us.

~(06:19)