Snow Patrol- How to be dead
Sunday 31 January 2010

Please don't go crazy,
if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened
And you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours
Till I'm sure what I want
But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way

Please keep your hands down
And stop raising your voice
It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
So just say yes or no
Why can't you shoulder the blame
Coz both my shoulders are heavy
From the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said...
Oh, my God

Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
Oh baby let me explain something
It's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking the and not a lot else
It seems I've stepped over linesYou've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride

~(13:25)


Thursday 14 January 2010

how many mistake must i make before i can finally stop it?

Mistake is something which is seriously pure crap.. My chracter changes for the "better" all the time before finding out it's slowly going towards the worse side.. I wonder.. How many word i said in a joke had been taken seriously in front of other.. How Many Time Have It Affected Others?

I keep thinking that now i'm in poly, the words i've used might have a lesser impact when i uses words in a joke comment. ITE life means seriousness everyday.. DO I need to return back to those days?

Where it's so darn uptight everyday.. Being serious when I'm happy, sad or angry? Chosing words like it means my life is betting on it.. I'm so darn immature.. somebody said that I'm still stupid.. HAHA! how true that should had been and how a warning it had been.

How much will i continue to change or will i stop here?

~(11:01)