The lyric of my blog song: aka no sejiaku (Crimson Silence) me wo tojite kanjiru kodou mogaiteru kiri no naka jibun no basho sagashite iru yamikumo ni kyou mo zutto
itami no nai sekai nante nai yo tada furetai mamoritai dake akaku somaru yuugure wo mitsumeru
Just look how beautiful is world itsuka miteta yume wa tooku mabushisugite chotto hazukashii kedo guuzen ja nai kono deai de chigau jibun mitsuketa kara atarashii ashita wo mukaeyou
nanigenai kotoba hitotsu sore ga sadame ni naru mune ni sotto himeta mono wa sore wo shinjiru tsuyosa
ichibanboshi negai wo sotto inoru honoo no you ni akaku akaku irozuku sora subete tsutsumu yasashiku
Don't shut the light out of your life yoru ga kitara yami no naka ni nomikomaresou dakara kao wo agete nagareteru kumo tsukiakari ni mieru soshite sono yokogao nukumori kanjite asa ga kuru
yoake no oto ga kikoete kuru nagai fuyu wa mou owatta akaku shizuka na toki guuzen ja nai kono deai de tsuyoi kizuna mitsuketa kara atarashii ashita wo mukaeyou
N here's the english translation: When I close my eyes, I feel the loneliness That starts to cloud me from all that I know I'm trying to find out if there's a place for me As the darkness follows me along
There isn't a world where you will go through life without pain I just want to hold you and to be with you But the skies above me seem to be dyed in The purest red
Just look how beautiful is world Someday I know you'll see that your beautiful dreams will shine among the dark Embarrassed as I am to say this It's not a coincidence that we met each other that I found a new me that I had never known I hope to see you here with me when tomorrow comes
I do not believe that just a simple word could change the destinies that lie ahead Except for what's within that makes us who we are that's the only thing I do believe When the night has fallen I will wish upon the brightest star The colour of my sky is tainted purely red It circles all around me lulling me into a gentle dream
Don't shut the light out of your life When the darkness surrounds you will need it to find your way into the dawn So raise your head high and hold on And when the clouds start to part and the moon shines on you All the warmth that's within will keep you safe and strong I'm sure you'll see and will believe tomorrow will come
You'll hear the sound of the dawn ringing into your ears And it's telling you softly that your winter has end And the red silence shall come over It's not a coincidence that we met each other that I found my destiny right there next to you Let's greet the day together forever when tomorrow comes
~(10:55)
Gone Shopping!!!! wohh!!!!
Saturday 22 September 2007
Can't believe tat i did wat i hated the most today.. shopping... those crowed places where u have to squeeze yr way pass so u can move forward a few steps.. man .. i hate shopping!!!
But today, i did something tat i thought i will nv do by myself.... going to three different shopping areas juz so i can buy something..
On Friday, due to the fact tat there was no school, i surfed 12 hours of Internet for different anime and i came across this anime called "shakugen no shana" which at the same time i decided to buy tat anime which have two boxes..
So today i took out $50 and went to AMK hoping to find and buy it.. damn sian lah.. walked throughout the whole AMK centre and i still can't find tat damn box!!! ARRR>...<
Nearly regretted my idea for going there.. so damn crowed lah....some more have a bloody food fair there which caused J8 to be even more crowed than usual.. v.v
got even more disappointed after i seached and asked four different CD shops for "Shakugen No Shana" and all said no.. but luckily.. the last shop.. comic collection have it!!!! only tat they only had the first box.. so tat means i will have to search for the second box next time again.. zzz...
reached home after searching the three areas for 5 hours.. on the com n started blogging abt this thingy.. o well.. gotta go watch my anime.. here's a pic of the main female lead..
~(04:22)
Wednesday 19 September 2007
How Old You Act: 87
You're a bit of an oddball, but I can't say that that's a bad thing. You think clearly, and you may be a little more involved in life that takes place in an age group older that yourself, and have friends from an older generation as well.
You take your chances, you don't care if your actions seem immoral. You do what you gotta do when something pisses you off. Try and keep your temper in check.
nt the real score.. the real score is something too high for me...
~(11:33)
Probability of killing, 60%
You have probably seen death. You watch too many horror flicks, play too much violent videogames, or probably exposed to death by where you live. or maybe you have lots of problems with enemies or have little self-esteem. The factors add up that you need to avoid situations or people that could push you to that point.
Way to go! You know not to trust the MS Grammar Check and you know "no" from "know." Now, go forth and spread the good word (or at least, the proper use of apostrophes).
man.. I know English is my better subject but this is too much...
~(11:25)
v.v
started the day damn lousily by oversleeping.. late for class by ten mins for so.. but since this is ite the teacher also dun really give a damn what time u reach.. go through a short revision ending with me asking if i can change courses or take part time courses.. got this feeling tat electronics isn't gonna take me very far with my marks in maths...zzz... maybe a part time course in amk ite for digital animation will help me more.. humm... after class ended i FINALLY passed my bow to Pauline.. zzz.. was postponed since last week Friday till today .. lol.. then walked to boon keng to take bus home with chong yao and yan yan.. while walking there, this Hong Kong woman called me on e phone and asked me to attend some event set up by some Hong Kong company at orchard..zzz... she asked me to copy down some weird password so i can go in.. when i asked her how she get my hp no. she juz start talking some nonsense abt the history of the company and so on.. wat sort of bloody scam is this man... wan to scam also use a smarter way mah... scam until so obvious... now still have to study for tommorow's test.. sian.. should be quite easy bah.. if i study for it tat is.. lol... i guess i'm going to watch anime now.. b
~(04:47)
NEW WIFE!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Friday 14 September 2007
WAHAHAHAHAH!!! after coming to terms tat my old "wife" the NEC laptop died with all my important programs and files still inside, i've finally found a new com to take over the dead!!! the acer travelmate 5710!!! WAHAHAHA!!!
today after school ended prematurely at 11 plus i took 130 since it was raining..zzz.. then on e way i remembered tat my mother nt working today so ask her down to amk hub to shop.. once i reach there i remember tat a new laptop comes out today so we went down to courts and brought this laptop.. it's cost me $1,800 since i decided to sign a three year warranty plan..tat means no more free spending for me now on...
due to it been release juz today in Singapore, there isn't any pics available for me to download yet..zzz
the gd things about this lappy is tat it comes with five card readers, one bluetooth, one web cam and a ATI graphic card installed.. the bad things is tat it's damn big( around 1.5x my old laptop), it comes with window vista, and the first three gd things are common thing installed in laptop theses days..zzz.. but since it's cheap.. there's no complain lah.. but since the screen is so big.. it gonna be damn nice to watch anime frm now on!!! wahahah!!! no more lonely comless days for me!!! but damn it man.. it must come with the stupid vista...zzz oh well.. life's nt prefect.. gtg download application now.. b
~(03:31)
kiss because i'm a girl 2
Monday 10 September 2007
imeem's video is giving me hell a lot of problems lah.. zzz.. so here's my fourth try to get tis vid up.. pls tag if u cannot see it.. thxs.. n for my orginal post for this vid, pls look at the previous post.. i too lazy to copy n paste again with my laggy com.. ty..
~(05:59)
kiss- because (i'm) a girl
Tuesday 4 September 2007
mine fav mv.. it's a sad love mv but it's is the best mv i had seen.. this is for those who is slow enough nt to noe wat's happening in e mv: The story begins with the scene of a photographer who was taking a picture for an automobile magazine. He accidentaly took a picture of a girl who was walking across right in front of his camera. She excused politely and went away. One day, the photographer went to a salon which by accident was the the place where the girl worked at. He left his cap in the salon by accident, leaving the girl a chance to come by his workplace to return it. So she came to his studio and returned his cap.But before she left, he made her pose as a model. They found out that they shared a same passion. He was a professional photographer and she was a girl who dreamed to be a model. They became close and spent a lot of time together. He took a lot of pictures of her and published them. One day, an accident happened while she was trying to get something from a high rack in his studio. An unclose bottle of photographic product fell and spilled on her. She was immediately taken to a hospital. The chemical of the photographic product was so toxic, it damaged her eyes so bad that she was about to never be able to see again.He blamed himself 4 wat had happen and became beri remorsefulA miracle happened, after a while being taken care in the hospital, the doctors took off the bandages on her eyes. She opened her eyes and saw the photographer's co-worker holding a celebration cake with a candle on it. The co-worker took her to his studio, but he was not there to be found. She was so sad because she loved him so much, she thought that the photographer left her.One day when she was working, the co-worker came over and showed her the magazine he published with her as the model. She remembered about the racing place where they went together before. She found him there sitting on a bench with a dog next to him and noticed that he was blind.She stand there and suddenly cried realizing that he loved her so much that he let go the most important part of his life as a photographer and a biker for her, his eyes. She was so touched knowing that he actually gave her his eyes just to let again... n the photograher's co-worker also liked tat girl if u didn't notice it in the mv...
~(05:23)
emo clown
Name is Joshua and I've got a emo hairstyle.
I'm a Jack of all trade master of none but hey! I love it!!
I'm random and stubborn and I LOVE GOD!
